Relationship Status: Annoyed
I cannot seem to find a decent guy no matter where I look. It seems like guys my age are not looking for the same things I am? I cannot figure out what the problem is I guess. I think we might just be at an awkward age where girls and guys want different things in relationships, considering girls mature way faster than guys in that aspect. Maybe I'll just start sugar babying and finding guys older than me.
This might sound absolutely insane so bear with me, but over the past few months there have been guys that I have met that would probably make wonderful boyfriends. But, I cannot let myself get close enough to figure it out. I need some kind of initial attraction, whether physical or mental, in order to feel as though it would be worth my time. This is probably going to come off partially insane because no one ever said they wanted to be my boyfriend, but here we are. I want a relationship, I think I'm finally getting ready to be in one again, but I cannot find that spark that I want.
I know it is possible because I have felt that spark with two people I've been with. I know it's something I just have to find and wait for, but I am also unsure because those relationships ended up becoming very toxic and unhealthy and I don't want that for myself (obviously), but if the spark isn't there, the relationship is half-assed. I'm sort of giving up and not expecting anything to go anywhere, but maybe thats the problem.
Who knows. Because obviously I don't.
Girls, please shoot me some comments below and let me know what you're going through with your guy situation. What is your opinion on guys your age, regardless of your age.