June 15th, 2019 1am: I'm Going Through It Y'all
I have not been able to sleep recently because I have an idea floating around in my head for a novel, but I cannot fathom even writing a novel. It seems like a painful process that I could not imagine enduring. But, there is an idea that I cannot shake, and I've seen lots of writing inspiration all over my Instagram feed, and I cannot stop thinking about just writing to write.
I think I just need to begin writing and brain dump everything.
ANYWAY, how are ya'll. I hope you are all doing well and taking care of yourselves, both physically and mentally. Recently, I've been craving vegetables, which is awesome. I've been eating so well recently that my body doesn't crave anything else.
Of course, I still enjoy my junk food, but it's really nice to see my weight dropping and feeling a million times more confident about myself. I think that this is a really good thing and I'm really excited to see how much more weight I can lose and if I can improve my health in other ways like actually maintaining the work outs I've been trying to do.
Right now, I'm working 7 days a week and it is really hard to find energy for anything other than working, let alone writing a blog or writing a novel. It is incredibly therapeutic for me and even just writing this is feeling like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
I cannot think of anything to write about, is the only problem. I haven't even had time to have emotions or to think about anything besides working and being incredibly tired. I hope to have some inspiration hit soon, and if you would be interested in reading some of my creative writing, drop a comment below and I'll post some! (:
But other than being physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted, I'm making a ton of money, which is really exciting and I'm glad I'm gaining experience in my field of social media marketing. My job is really great and lets me experiment with ideas and learn as much as I can.