Here's a life update for you guys and hopefully this will turn into some kind of post. I've been exhausted recently trying to work two jobs, keep up this blog, and figure out my schooling. My sleep schedule has been so inconsistent I am literally exhausted. Last week, my sister and I spent 5 days at Disney World and is the reason that I have been so tired. I haven't even had a chance to catch up on my sleep from those 20 hour days. So, enjoy yet another post of me complaining about my life.
I've been working at Origami Handcannon Monday, Wednesday, and Fridays and working at the bar I work at Saturdays and Sundays. I tend to do a lot of work for Origami Handcannon at home and so even my days off are not much of a day off. I am working about 45 hours a week between both jobs. I really don't know how I am going to also go back to school. I guess we will see how it all goes.
I've really been enjoying my new job as social media manager and administrative assistant. It is quite overwhelming but I am excited to keep learning things and doing the best I can to grow the company and build business for the company. It is really exciting and I love being there, but I'm not sure the money is really enough. Which is why I am so stressed out. I don't know if I will be able to just live off of what I'm making there or if I should continue working in a restaurant.
I just know that I cannot handle the 2am shifts anymore while also working a 9-5 on the weekdays. Serving is great and I really enjoy it, but not going to bed until 4am on the weekends is really not great for my health, especially waking up at 8am on weekdays. I just will not be able to do it much longer.
I've been doubting moving out and living on my own again. I want to find a decent roommate and find someone to live with, but at the same time I don't want to leave my family. I have had a much harder time thinking about moving out than I was the first time. Of course, this is a really good thing, because it means the relationship between my mom and I, and my sister and I is getting better.
I haven't even been able to think of blog posts, if anyone noticed that I didn't even post a blog on Wednesday. My brain is completely fried and I am really don't know how I will be able to handle school, two jobs, and this blog.
To me, this blog is something that is important enough to be a priority. I am very disappointed in myself for not posting something on Wednesday and has really caused me to feel like I don't really want to put any effort into thinking of anything else to write. So, here we are. I want to continue writing and posting 3x a week, so wish me the best of luck.